December 2010
Sometimes I'd wish you'd just die.
You know, it’s not like I chose to live with an inability to perceive the world as ideally as possible. It’s not like I chose to live with a screwed up spine.
To you I’m probably the most useless co worker ever. Unable to differentiate between some colours, having this goddamn slipped disk, it’s like I can’t do anything without taking more time than usually...
November 2010
I never want to text anyone first.
Because:
I don’t want to be a bother to you.
I don’t want to feel like I’m annoying you.
I don’t like anticipating for your reply & waiting forever.
I don’t want to be interrupting you if you’re busy.
I don’t want to wake you up.
I don’t want you to think I’m some clingy ass person.
Because if someone wants to talk to me, they would.